Saturday, June 28, 2014

A colleague spins down toward the drain




Edit: I neglected to mention that I had never heard the name “Thomas Pynchon” before David pronounced these syllables. Never! I had much to learn, and not merely from the faculty.

The term “colleague” must be here understood with air quotes, because the last time D.G. Myers and I shared a paycheck was 1974. We’d been dishwashers together for two years at what was then called “College Five” at the University of California at Santa Cruz, which at that time had an undergraduate population of under four thousand. D.G., or “David” as he was known in the dishroom, was a Lit major, and took his studies considerably more seriously than I did: I was a lazy lad, and slid through undergraduate life along whichever path of least resistance presented itself at any given fork in the road.

I used to imagine in those days that I would, once I’d grown to man’s estate, be very proud and great, and also have a tenured position at UCSC or at some equivalently easy and scenic academic venue. I was prepared to do New England. Part of the contemplated deal was that I would shed the integuments (tweed jackets, leather elbows) from time to time as I romped through the downy loins of generations of undergraduate cuties.

I understand in retrospect that this was not a realistic career path. For one thing, the professional model to which I aspired, rather thick on the ground back in the early seventies, has been hunted almost to extinction since then. I yield to no man (except, perhaps, to D.G.) regarding my respect for the late R.V. Cassill, but the cultural climate that gave rise to “Up the Down Co-Ed” is gone, gone, forever gone.

When we toiled together at the far end of a conveyor belt, D.G. and I were, I believe, politically on the same or on nearby pages. At the outset, Nixon was still needlessly prolonging the Vietnam war, and no sane man of college age (D.G. retained his student deferment draft status; I’d lost mine in 1971 but had fetched a high lottery number) was keen to be, as John Kerry once memorably put it, “the last man to die for a mistake.”

I haven’t seen David in forty years, although we’ve recently connected after a fashion online. He’s in the latter stages of what used to be called a “wasting disease”: fourth stage metastatic prostate cancer. He won’t make old bones, not least because the insubordinate cells are at present romping through the very skeletal components.

He is today and, I gather, for a few decades a self-identified political conservative. He has also been since 1989 and until a few weeks ago a professional academic, and from what I understand of that scene from his accounts and elsewhere, the conversion is not entirely incomprehensible. I attended a graduation ceremony at UC Santa Cruz in the early 1990s, and the event was so claustrophobically lefty and self-righteous that I probably would have written in Barry Goldwater had the next general election been held the following week.

I believe that somewhere on his Commonplace Blog David mentioned that his transition to conservatism either began or took impetus from domestic opposition to the Israeli move into Lebanon in 1982. Back in the dishroom days, David had casually alluded to his Judaism (he mentioned that the nervous father of a female roommate, attempting to be ingratiating, had said “So you’re Jewish, are you? My tape measure was made in Israel!”), but I was not then aware that he’d been raised a Southern Baptist before electing to convert in his late teens. He went from Reform to Conservative to Orthodox with at least notional circumcisions at each stage, which counts for “skin in the game” in my book.

I'm personally agnostic regarding most of the world's irredentist conflicts. I don't care whether or not the Kurds or the Uighars ever get spots on the maps. My relatives have their own skins in the game in Belfast and in the Pyrenees, but I lose no sleep about Irish union or Basque independence. I'm a deracinated American. And I am frankly indifferent as to who prevails in the struggle for the territories outside israel's 1967 borders.

DGM's identification with American conservatism certainly places the two of us politically at odds today, and likely for the past several elections. He likely voted in 2008 to place Sarah Palin, whose election to Wasilla dogcatcher would trouble me, a “heartbeat away” from the presidency. I personally count myself an “Eisenhower Republican,” and have voted the past three general elections the way the thirty-fourth president’s relatives did.

This being said, DGM courageously—or foolishly?—forfeited a paid gig at Commentary a few years ago when he quite reasonably argued that the GOP/conservative opposition to “gay marriage” was a losing proposition.

DGM and I probably won’t see one another again. I regret that. He was one of just three or four fellow undergraduates I knew at UC Santa Cruz (Mark Jarman was another) who was a serious scholar, and who subsequently followed that path. Myself? I tried to stay in Santa Cruz after graduation, and like most of my fellows I was shaken off after a year or two. My present gig is a profound betrayal of everything UCSC stood for, but it does pay the mortgage.

I regret that DGM will not survive me. In the intellectual sense, he deserves to. Indeed, in that realm he certainly will. Late note: the University of Chicago Press will be re-issuing Peter De Vries' novel The Tunnel of Love with David’s foreword in November.

Last update: David died on Friday, September 26, 2014.

(This post has been reconstructed (and now updated) from one posted a couple of days ago and accidentally deleted)

Sunday, December 8, 2013

In case no one had noticed…

It became obvious that Monday night 33 years ago, to those who hadn’t quite picked up on the implications of Reagan’s election, that we were in for a rocky ride, a dark period of reaction against the progress of the previous two decades. We’ve never emerged, “hope and change” notwithstanding. I incline to think that none of us who remember the event will live to see the end of the tunnel.

Then again, we’re now halfway toward the Beatles reunion so many people yearned for in 1970.

Monday, November 11, 2013

On Veterans’ Day (formerly Armistice Day)

We celebrate the veterans of the armed services today for their willingness to “protect our freedoms.” The problem is, not a single round of American ammunition discharged in my lifetime, not a single bomb dropped, not a single splash of napalm, not a single cloud of defoliant, not a single cluster round—not a single one of the trillion+ dollars of kinetic or chemical rounds discharged since 1952 upon largely non-white foreigners has advanced the cause of American “freedom” by so much as a millimeter. On the contrary, each and every US adventure abroad has brought with it a contraction of domestic civil liberties. I have nothing against “our troops,” who believe in their cause as sincerely as the soldiers of another empire seventy years ago at this time (“Gott mit Uns” was the favored slogan back then, I believe), but I’m not prepared to assign to their depredations a noble cause. The most brutal and aggressive country on the face of the earth seventy years ago was...well, you know. Today, it's us.

Saturday, September 21, 2013

Further to dog cognition

Comment would seem superfluous.

Thursday, August 22, 2013

“The sombre imbecility of tyranny”

William T. Vollman's novel Europe Central impressed the hell out of me. It well deserved the National Book Award. Its author did not deserve over 700 pages of an FBI file compiled originally on the basis of a suspicion that he was the "Unabomber." Nor indeed, Ted Kaczynski having been identified and arrested by then, ought he have been investigated as the source of the 2001 anthrax attacks on the basis of his spurious identification as a "former suspect." Nor indeed is it proper that he has been detained on border crossings (seven hours seated. No reading permitted. Pee only under supervision) on the strength of his "suspect" status. This is how we live now. America is a police state. Honest, it is. This can happen to anyone.

(the tagline is from Nostromo, by Joseph Conrad)

Wednesday, July 3, 2013

Moloch, fuck yeah!

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Friday, April 26, 2013

Apropos of nothing in particular


I watched The Lives of Others again recently, and it held up very well indeed. For anyone who missed it on its previous theatrical and home video releases, the film is set in “East” Berlin (how archaic the distinction begins to sound!) in 1984, an odd choice of era in which to depict a surveillance-obsessed society.

Playwright Georg Dreyman, a cosseted darling of the German Democratic Republic, is so obviously a socialist believer that the regime has never troubled itself to monitor him until an influential Central Committee member develops a lech for Dreyman’s girlfriend. Ferocious, über-straitlaced Stasi operative Gerd Wiesler (brilliantly—brilliantly!—depicted by the late actor Ulrich Mühe, already mortally ill during filming) is assigned to monitor the comings(!) and goings at Chez Dreyman to get the goods on the dramatist and clear the field for his powerful rival. Unfortunately for the designs of swinish Minister Hempf and of sleek Oberstleutnant Anton Grubitz, Wiesler’s old classmate and now superior, their chosen instrument proves to be that dangerous tool, a true believer: a devotee of the socialist ideal as sincere as the object of his clandestine scrutiny. Slowly (and the film is masterful in conveying the gradual erosion of the spy’s zeal) a sympathy develops between the watcher and the watched, and Wiesler is by imperceptible degrees transformed from persecutor to protector.

We were visiting Seattle some years back when The Lives of Others had its theatrical release in this country, and it was playing at a small cinema near our bed & breakfast. I’d hoped to see it then, but in the event we were obliged to await its release on DVD. What I remember from that first viewing, and what particularly impressed me on the reprise, was how intelligently the ending was handled. My own sensibilities and expectations debauched by so much of the American product, I experienced a rising sense of dread during the closing minutes first time out. “Oh, no,” I thought. “Without a foot set wrong the past two hours, the director is going to ruin everything with this sentimental and obvious denouement?”

I needn’t have worried, and ought to have had more faith. Thank god that Steven Spielberg didn’t have the conn. Anyway, if you haven't seen it yet, you ought to.